i feel that i should write something today. i feel that i have a lot in my head just waiting to come out. im not sure what though and i wouldnt know where to start. work is busy. its sometimes a little hard and i keep thinking 'their going to find out im a fake'. im not. but i feel like they are soon going to realise im rubbish at my job. i think im doing alright and no one has complained so far but im sure it wont be long. my insecurities are killing me and i have no idea why i have regressed so much in such a short time. what would ross say? he would probably scream and shout at me, tell me to sort my life out and get over it. if only it was that easy.
the stereo is on and its utter shite. im awake and its utter shite. but im happy because kid rock no longer needs to be married. no no no. im going to marry the levi's men. any one of them past or present. that is what i was born to do!
and as for him? well... he can go to hell.
positive thinking. revenge and anger and not letting anyone walk over me again. i cant believe i nearly allowed it to happen again. what a quick recovery.
