it very warm in my office, slightly to warm. It makes me hot and bad tempered. Im sure everyone here thinks im grumpy all the time. screw it, maybe i am.
today im spending the morning with a financial advisor to talk about pensions. ha. makes me sound like i have money. Infact im over my stupidly large overdraft limit i have a pile of bills bluetacked to the fridge. all of them red. i dont get paid for another week and even then its peanuts.
life has taken a turn.. for the worse? i dont think for the worse but it defenitly isnt for the better. my best friends life has changed and i cant seem to do much to help him. i care about him more than anybody else in the world and our friendship reigns supreme and i can not reach him to hold his handor make it all go away. its a case of waiting and this waiting room is cold.
lets pretend its still the holidays and spend our days at the park drinking special brew and listening to the guitar playingin the background somewhere.
