new beginings eh? well i was at http://phariegrrl.diaryland.com but due to recent events im taking a time out from my 6 year old journal and starting a new one. I meant to do this when i moved to nottingham but it wasnt the right time. Nothing else was new apart from my location.
Now still a lot is not new but new location, new job, new feelings. its seems as good a time as any to start writing again more regularly and in six years iv done an awful lot of changing and growing and its time to start afresh.
on saturday he called. six minutes of conversation at one in the morning. a conversation played over and over in my head til actually now thats not a lot of anything left to it. no feeling no hidden agendas. in my head i came to the conclusion that he doesnt like me, he detests me, he thinks im a fool and he really just feels sorry for me. but in my head i also know he would never of called if he didnt like me, think about me and maybe even miss me. im not sure anymore and everything is blurred. one week and four days til i find out.
who needs new people? not me...
Listening to Taking Back Sunday (squish squish) and reading about the doors.
