
Today i feel distracted, divided and indecisive.
When i meet a new person, who i think might become part of my life, as a friend or a colleague or even a 'partner' i spend a lot of time thinking about them. Weighing up whether or not they actually deserve to be on the receiving end my love, friendship, time and effort. I usually have to meet someone a couple of times before i do this, or it could just take a really really fucking good first impression.
so why is that all weekend i have been thinking like this about a person i do not really know, in the real life sense of the word?
give me some peace of mind (or just a piece of mind).