second entry of the day- you lucky kids you!
i just did something really dumb. everyone is out of the office. I was looking for a file in one of the fileing cabinets and i found my file. Were not supposed to have access to these files and i certanaly am not supposed to be looking but i saw my name and pulled out my interview notes.. i was always curious as to why they gave me the job and i started to read all i got was 'over the top' 'could do the job but can she do it well?' 'Gushing' 'over confident' 'best of a bad..' and i put the file down and i feel yuck. i should not have read it. i cant bear hearing bad things about me and this ok could be worse but it was not thegreatest thing to read when your already feeling crap about yourself.
oh well... make me feel better and say something nice about me and ill return the favour then when anyone is feeling sad all they have to do is look at the nice things we have said to each other.
peace.
